Hasn't been going as planned

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Today didn't go exactly as planned. I overslept, didn't do any writing, I did read what I wanted so that's about it.

I just seem to have kind of lost interest in writing at the moment. It just doesn't make me happy anymore nor seems enjoyable. Of course, this is all for the time being. My writing doesn't seem to be making much of a hit here or any other website I post it. Kind depressing as some of these I really pour a lot of heart and soul into them. It's jealousy really, whether its my friends talking about their lovers or how they want to get married, or seeing other stories getting more attention and praise, or someone talking about their success or great project. I guess I really wasn't meant to be popular or acclaimed. I guess everyone has their place.

Now most people would just quit once they come to this realization; I on the other hand won't. I just have to accept I will always be single and never successful; well, successful in terms of being a published writer.. I'm sure once I feel better about myself, I can accept  my role in life :).

I did mange to finish that chapter of my digimon fanfiction. Glad to get that done.

And I have scored extra days at work. More money for me I guess which is always good. My library book is also pretty good as well. Robin Hobb is a good writer. If you haven't heard of her check her out.
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CollinthePoodle's avatar
I've had this slump before. Perhaps you should try a new avenue of writing, to see if you're more comfortable with it. Hehe, I'd suggest you try writing WG, seeing as how you like it. You don't have to post it on this account, you could make a new one and all. I mean, when writing my normal stories, I sometimes feel the way you do here. But when writing WG, there's more likely a spark of interest to finish the story and share it with others. So yeah, there's a suggestion :). I would dearly love to read some stories from your regarding Weasel trying to break her various records :love:.